Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on June 30, 2009, at 22:37:04
Can you become so depressed during the day, your mind actually shut down? I've...right now, i go out, socialize, don't like it, makes me in a bad mood, when i get home, i'm so, i can't explain this, it's so depressing the brain see's reality as if it was half functioning, or....on some kinda of Psychiadelic, things are not life, there just there, it's to the point sometimes where, you do not want to live anymore. First of all, the toxic enviorment, 2nd, the quack psychiatrist who cares nothing expept for repuation, when you go to a doctor, you don't go in there and talk about life, socilize, you go in there and them, what is going on, not being ignored. You know....might well just throw a 100$ on the floor, thanks for treatment, bye. Pay the extra fee's.
I mean, this depression, or deadpression is like you "feel" like a ghost, you see reality as "death". Yet, does the doctor care...no, he care's what the PharmaCompanies want, and his rep. Not going back that horrible, doctor, 2nd note if he read's this, you where the worst treatment ever, it's called the holy spirit keeping you alive, while mental death, and lying, fight's at home, which you did not care, or where of, because you only had 15min, then you got on the phone and talked trash to my therpist. That's good moral's Chief. Make well-known how great treatment is. Now go one, and build your rep up, and watch someone die because of someone who manipulates, lies, and twists the truth, if you can't see it, evidence is evidence, the heart is the heart. You didnt have any concept whatever, thank you also for putting up a Christain-Bible Psychiatrist, did you have one Scipture in that office? no. On your Ad.
You lucky, this person did not die, because of this woman. I've had it, i want her down, and exposed for all of her lies, her manipulations, all she has done, lies. Lock up, always make downput comment's, that's enought, if you think are parent, then go, and say you never had a kid.
To anyone, please tell me, how can this be worked out. You know faith in the Holy Spirit, led to "this point" when all hell, has broken, the woman/i love my mother/i cannot deal anymore, until this will come to the brink of "mental, psychical death"Alot of times, I stimulate myself to go on, i do, yet that motor runs out, it's not big enought to keep going, i've had breakdowns, i've taken d-amphetamine which worked in some aspect's of being coheartent with reality, socializing and stuff.
Laying in the bed, thinking "I want to die" Yet, you have no intention, yet, the mind says "automated shut down", you go half-uncousious, reality isnt reality. That's how bad this neuron deficianfy is, yet there are other things that could help. D-amphetamine stimualtes the brain in someway' yet does not help with depression. Being here in this house, is the worst, hateful parents.
Somone please print this out, give it to someone, this is distress call right now. I've had so many, it cannot keep collapsing. Give this to someone in authority please.
rj
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