Posted by shasling on May 20, 2009, at 12:59:38
In reply to Feel sick asking for meds, posted by stejoel on May 20, 2009, at 10:53:53
Youre not alone,i also feel hate to tell people who i dont put "IN THE CIRCLE" meaning dont understand,because i am scared people will see this,my meds,my visits to the doc,my down times,etc as me being weak.
Again im a lifter and i stand 6`1 300 pounds i can bench press well over that and basicaly i lift heavy period.Yet bad days of depression,or days missing my drugs or the like easly bring me down to one knee.
My brother at 200 pounds just passed the police test,and looks like he will go on to make it,another strike to my pride as a family member makes something of himself and all i do is latly seem to fight this with nothing else to show aside for my microsoft certifications i got in my early 20`s
well they are hang with collected dust,along with head in shame as i too feel weak and insifnicant latly due to this disease.Point is along with your shame in getting meds,you dont stand alone in shame of the disease in wide spectrum,wow i think i just depressed myself.
poster:shasling
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