Posted by garnet71 on May 2, 2009, at 16:18:28
In reply to drug for motivation!, posted by garnet71 on May 2, 2009, at 15:37:27
I think I'm going to stop by PDocs ofc Monday and see if I can get some of the Pristiq samples he has. I just realized I have only 1 buspirone left for tonight, then I"m out. I do have 1 xanax too. I don't even have $5 right now to get my scripts filled.
My new PDoc appt. isn't for almost 2 months. He charges $300 though, so I have no idea how I'm going to pay him. I don't think Ill last till then. My current PDoc works mostly out of a hospital, stablizing patients. I don't think he is experienced in these types of treatments. I know he won't give me the Provigil--we discussed it last appt. He referred me to a new Psychopharmacologist.
But why would I need a mood stabilizer if I have no mood problems? I just don't understand that stuff. even so, I'm scared of lamictal--memory, cognitive problems, WEIGHT gain. yuck...I haven't yet lost the weight from last ADs. Sometimes I think it would be just better to die than live like that.
I can't even call my son's sister back who wants to know if I'm going to her wedding this month, and before that, didn't even check my voicemails for 2 days. I'm probably losing my friends again, because I've been ignoring calls and breaking plans. I hate this.
I guess I'll see what happens w/Pristiq; if that doesn't work, hopefully I'll be able to see new PDoc who will think up something more appropriate for my symptoms.
But I thought you were depressed Scott, you've always said that?
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