Posted by West on April 15, 2009, at 8:33:18
So i take a lot of meds now and i'm just thinking that a lot of it is just sucking the life out of me and the will to be a 'player' in life. I mean if you feel off, that automatically stops the desire to go out and be a social human being since every social transaction requires a performance of some kind. I don't look right and i'm conscious of it too and just spend my days shut indoors. I've tried making efforts to see people but it's been so long and they all felt strained and wrong. I don't know, i guess when you have your health, everything just happens automatically, friends, work, everything really. I really took that for granted when i was well.
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