Posted by Zana on April 9, 2009, at 11:17:41
In reply to Re: Here We Go Again, posted by B2chica on April 8, 2009, at 13:39:07
Thanx for the encouragement. I feel like such a freak being on so many meds. I too have few choices left having been through all the SSRI's, tricyclics, atypical anti psychotics, thyroid, one MAOI worked well, the EMSAM patch but I developed a rash in my mouth and had to stop it. So if the pristiq doesn't work... the only options left are more seroquel, risperdone, one of the oral MAOIs and ECT. Combined with life stressors, my husband is out of work and we may have to sell our home which we share with my parents who are in their mid-80s and want to die in their home. I have been unable to work for 5 years. It feels like it is all closing in on me. I feel like I am doing everything I can, therapy 5 days a week (my insurance pays for all of it except a $20 co-pay), fish oil, B-12, 2000mgs of vitamin D. It all adds up to my feeling like I want to die. Which makes me feel even more ashamed of myself.
Sorry to lay so much sh*t on you. I'm just in a really bad place and don't know how to get out. Thanx for listenin.
Zana
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