Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on March 29, 2009, at 2:07:17
You know, i know this is the medical board, but something serious happened..a while back.
I'm not believing what i'm seeing, reality has "fliped", i havent, but i don't feel the same. People i used to love, i'm a stranger, my parents, i rerember back in 06, you know just the love, that was there, and what ever happened, changed the "ripple" effect of how i see life.
I find journals, from the past when i was kid, but also now, i write "so indepth" and then my mom and my stepdad read them, or hide them. I didnt even rerember, and now, when i open up a folder in my room. I see things that, where manipulated documents, IRS, what is going on? And where is my social security card?
Just stuff, my mom and stepdad had, but....i saw other things, i can't tell about. I know i did, stuff in the past, but finding this.....
They never told me, any of this. And, this is serious, because there turning into "beasts". I walk in room, there is "constant" gossip that is not true, yet the 2 idiots, that said they loved me, actually stabbed me so hard, i'm losing track of memories, time. Sh*t....you know "sh*t happens"
that's my line.
You know, what happens if you woke up, and learned, alot things where lies, living in a delusion, yet i was happy.I'm going to have to get out this house, you don't know, the manipulation and control, "disabled" social, i'm afraid to leave the house. Yet then, i have pray to God, that these 2 Psychotic Nutcases, (being sarcastic) they, make up lies! talk about me, like a cult, i walk in, well are yall watching Rosemary's Baby? it's like living with people that went back to their youth, they don't see me as "****".
What has happened? people rerember me here, what was i like? 3 years ago?
poster:rjlockhart04-08
thread:887532
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