Posted by Incubusfan on March 7, 2009, at 12:04:22
In reply to crisis mode, posted by elanor roosevelt on March 6, 2009, at 20:41:57
> my life is unraveling
> i'm broke
> the apartment i live in is up for sale
> and i'm down to just adderall and xanax
>
> i was taking some lexapro at night to try a little snap out of it
>
> didn't work and the joint pain got bad
>
> now the depression and the joint pain are working off each other
>
> i do need to get out of this funk to get hings straightened out
>
> years ago i took parnate and after a while got into some terrible self-loathing
>
> later it was suggested that i didn't dose it high enough
> also, i remember someone suggesting a stimulant and my pdoc wouldn't go for it
>
> why the hell would i want to try parnate again?
>
> 1) everything else gives me blisters in my mouth
> 2) I had no joint pain at all on parnate
> 3) i did not gain weight
> 4) no nervous habits (with some meds i mess with my cuticles or bite my nails or obsess over the littlest thing stuck between my teeth)
>
> what doesn't work anymore or ever:
> celexa
> lexapro
> paxil
> wellbutrin
> luvox
> serzone
> nortriptylin
> topomax
> effexor
> depakote
> lamictal
> neurontin
> strattera
> modifnal
> tianeptine
>
> i have to do something
> my life is falling apart and i have to find a way to bring my business back up despite the economy
> and what i want to do is stay in bed
> perfectly still
> with the covers over my head
> but then i think about how much all my joints and muscles hurt
> what's with all the pain and what should i do?
>
>I was feeling like this on Monday, having specific thoughts of self-harm I'd never had before. What got me out of it? Time, and doing the normal things one does in life. When I look at the whole picture and into the future, things look impossible to do and get by. Just focus on the now, little things you CAN do here and there.
Hang in there.
poster:Incubusfan
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