Posted by sam K on February 16, 2009, at 12:52:24
In reply to Re: transcranial magnetic stimulation » sam K, posted by maria3667 on February 16, 2009, at 12:12:44
no I dont mind at all telling what meds Ive tried.
I first tried Depakote, which was cruel (I was a non obidiant teen so they basically did that to settle me down) They thought I was bipolar, and I might be.. Then zyprexa, klonopin, lexapro, zoloft, luvox, seroquel, abilify, gabapentin, topamax, haldol, trazodone, prozac, provigil, ultram (wasnt prescribed and it made me super angry/rage), paxil, wellbutrin, pristiq, lithium, straterra, concerta (back then), cymbalta, nortrypilne, effexor... umm okay what the hell thats just bad. real bad somethings wrong with me. Im embaressed. buspar, every single supplement. But I didnt really combine them much. I should probably kill myself.... I mean I wont but seriously Im a failure. Ive messed this up, i just jump around on meds and I cant tolerate any of them.I have social anxiety, major depression, anxiety, Im fragile if I do something wrong I can become mildly psychotic. (probably less than mild)
Oh I also have anorexia, so that could be why I'm not responding to meds because they will have weight gain and I have a super hard time dealing with that.
im really embarassed......
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