Posted by sam K on February 6, 2009, at 23:01:39
In reply to Re: help » sam K, posted by JadeKelly on February 4, 2009, at 21:36:02
hey Im good how about yourself? Ya I talk about pretty much everything to either my doctor or mom. My doc at first thought I was prodomal stage schizophreic, but I felt even worse on all the APs. Put me on haldol one time and I became schizo it seemed like. Super paranoid, I couldnt even walk around my house comfortably. But the strangeness I get is different than that. It's weird, but all this mental illness started after I did acid/lsd. I didnt really have many serious problems before it. (besides drug abuse and ya thats bad but I didnt suffer all day like depression and anxiety) I think I got a bit of everything or something. I do get hypomanic I think off some meds. However I dont respond to any meds for bipolar. I mean Ive tried lots of them, depakote, lithium, lamictal gabapentin. I feel like Im in some nightmare sometimes, and it even looks like it in my vision. I think thats from the lsd. I'm really used to it though, because its been going on for years now. I dont know how I put that off anymore. I mean if you saw the way I felt sometimes you'd be frightend, but somehow Im now scared by it anymore.
well I'm gonna go to bed or something. I will message more later! cya thanks jade
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