Posted by JadeKelly on December 31, 2008, at 2:15:42
In reply to Provigil - start to feel something, posted by tepi on December 30, 2008, at 16:51:17
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> Finally Im feeling something after taking my 200mg tab at the morning . 4 continuos days feeling this effect.
> Its like anxiety , a little bit of desperation
> I start to breath faster , and want to be doing something , walking , running etc.
> I need a Xanax to calm down again
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> Dont feel the same as when I take cofee, this is different, not prosocial but Im slightly more focused on the coversations I have tried to make
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> please tell me something , whatever you want
> Im in my hometown in this moment , old friends are making parties and Im not beein invited to them anymore. by the way , I have taken some alcohol and I feel very very rare
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> tell me something please friends
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Hi tepi,I'm friends with Phillipa. I hope this helps and doesn't make it worse. But you did ask. I've posted to you several times when you didn't sound good, and you've never posted back. Please understand this has nothing to do with me, I post to lots of people, some will and some will not post back for whatever reason. My point is, do you follow up in your hometown if you run into someone you know? Do you call people back? Do you make efforts to reconnect, like drop holiday flowers or cookies or whatever. A long time no see card? haha.
I found out (it hurt) that a lot of people in my highschool thought I was stuck-up. This was because I was painfully shy. I found it easier to pull off the stuck-up thing and be safe hiding behind girls who probably weren't friends, I geuss than risk showing how shy I was. I'm actually doing it again I'm ashamed to say. I'd rather not call my friends back and have them wonder if were still friends, than risk them thinking less of me because I am/was depressed. Maybe I have something to think about, too. Good luck, Tepi, remember, there are people all around you. Probably people who would love to be your friend/girlfriend or whatever. Easier said than done, I know. I have found friends in the most unlikely of places.
~Jade
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