Posted by Rocky-Exentric on November 11, 2008, at 2:49:59
In reply to Re: Slow with Benzos or should I end it up altogether? » Rocky-Exentric, posted by rvanson on November 10, 2008, at 23:06:39
ravenson
my doc electrocuted my brain while i was vegetated. it helped but had to undergo eight. wold you believe it?
and of course i took opiods too. vicodin, oxycontin tramadol... they are wonders of one week then all splash....
i think my brain chemistry has been altered due to ECT. My current doc too with me in this. that's why he won't do another ect for me. but nice soul doesn't have any problem in letting me enough or more than enough xanax and ativans.
i feel lonely because i haven't seen anyone like me. taking 12 mg of two strong benzos. only to keep going... has anyone taken this much amount ever in their life? and could anyone live a normal life?
my life revolves around these two meds now. my timer reminds each doses.
But please... this is pure hell. I can function but knowing there is not a life at all for me is ***$#$$#
any sympathetic heart?
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