Posted by rednowhereman on October 16, 2008, at 23:31:04
In reply to potential options » rednowhereman, posted by azalea on October 16, 2008, at 19:46:28
Azalea,
Thank you for the reply and for being the first person outside of my Doctor to offer an educated and intelligent opinion.
I have come across the Dopamine agonist field of drugs before and I did follow one posters experience with Trivastal.
I even attained a sample but put it to one side and became preoccupied with Dexedrine.
I sigh as I type these next few words, I am sick of being a lab rat, Its absurd and I have just enough in me to hang on, I guess its all or nothing thinking.The passing of a friend just ignited in my minds furnace the fire and the intensity to get better now, to get out.
8 years is far too long for me. I am well aware that for others its a small period of time in their life long suffering.
I can only understand their pain through posts and messages.
I understand my pain through my body/mind so I have to worry about me.All feedback and thoughts on Buprenorphine are both needed and welcome.
For those of you with an interest in my little patch of space here in Babble land think about the following situation:
If Buprenorphine is so hard to attain for a person with depression then why does said person -- and I am not refering to me,not yet anyway --simply get Hydrocodene, Oxycotin etc. from Dr. small town America?
Or venture to the bad side of the town and try this Heroin concotion, anything to be released?
If a person is consumed by the idea that opiates are the answer then surely offering a partial opiate --Buprenorphine -- is enough to ease the craving.
Essentially I am putting the cart before the horse, addiction in reverse.
Just like the next U2 album I can only wait so long, but give me a listen to a 3 minute song and ..... Curiosity quenched.
Thanks again, Azalea,
RED.
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