Posted by sam K on October 3, 2008, at 18:06:01
In reply to say whats on my mind.., posted by sam K on October 2, 2008, at 10:40:06
I feel so crappy yet so wired up in my head. Im getting angry so fast, and I have alot of rage. I'm sick of my life it is pissing me off. I need life, I need releif. I have some right now but Im greedy and want more. My doc is giving me lithium next week.. which is probably good, who knows it could be a disaster. I hope its not like lithium orotate, that would be a let down. I hope it doesnt make me depressed and depressed anxious(non sense worrying), like orotate.
IM SICK of waiting week after week to get medicine (sounds impaitent) I just have a week of suffering ahead of me. All I do is wait for Friday every week. I know I am lucky to see him every week. Then I leave with nothing.. just another crappy week until the next friday. Then when he gives me a medicine it usually is trash, so I wait another. god help me im sick of this lonely life that hurts hurry up and give what i need. give me friends and let me laugh uncontrollably
poster:sam K
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