Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 14, 2008, at 23:10:24
In reply to Do you think this has anything to do with it? » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Racer on September 14, 2008, at 2:48:16
-----Hey, Buddy -- do you think the fact that you have a history of abusing prescription stimulants, AND have here admitted abusing this prescription stimulant, might have anything to do with your doctor's refusal to prescribe an immediate release form for you? The immediate release forms have a higher abuse potential than the longer acting forms -- if you have a history of misuse of these medications, do you think it would be wise to have them prescribed for you?----
-Well, man you to anounce that! when you smell a rat....you smell it. RATS! Well, since this embarrasing reminder, which i told the whole site, you cant run from your past. Stimlants provide a relief to "fog", not thinking correct, but if there mistaken, you will become so paranoid, you feel the FBI is outside waiting...things get way distorted. That's when I seriously had to put an end, to youthful, dumb, and simply "impuslivity" when taking another one when Dexedrine wore off. But, taken correctly, it does sustain a attention, percistance, and more logical thinking, when taken on the correct dose for anyone.
________________________________________________
-Racer, u are "speedin" to tell the truth so no bolonie here...But, It would be a medical mistake to not treat with any stimulant, it makes me "think". Otherwise, i have irrational impuslivity with spending, not knowing how to organize, have a converstation that is "relevent". See where try to show? it has pro's and con's. Thing now, i'm grown up, its time to do mature actions now.
________________________________________________
*****Add in a history of short temper and derealization, and I think your doctor is doing you a big favor refusing to prescribe something so tempting for you
- Yup, let the truth setter, set me free. Man, i must of really came back to your memory fast! Ugh, god the truth hurts. Man you' killin me here! guess this a tabloid site.________________________________________________
*****I know you like the stimulants, and I know you like your Xanax, but maybe your doctor is trying to shift you from looking to medications for all of this? Yes, there are biochemical foundations for these disorders, but you know what? They're also behavioral. Behaviors can be modified. How about therapy? Have you ever been in therapy for any length of time?
-I agree, perfect. Just i'll call you when hit the fan, believe me. Ativan, Klonopin, didnt do it for me. Xanax hit nuertotic behavior, canncelled it out. I see a therpist now, teaching me "voo-doo technique", what every you call it, "breathe in and hold", but the other day, It didnt work, i always have Xanax ready PRN (only a certain amount, with it's presciption bottle)
________________________________________________****Lastly, Asperberger's is a developmental disorder. Many people on this site met the criteria for it as children, and many people on this site "grew out of it." That happens with a lot of developmental disorders. My therapist is pretty sure I fit the criteria for Asperger's, up into my mid/late teens. I also meet many, many criteria for ADHD, even now. And I have a severe anxiety disorder, as well. And, of course, depression. I think you'd do well for yourself to focus more on your mental HEALTH, rather than mental ILLNESS. You have a lot of other qualities which you maybe could focus on. How about focusing on your successes?
- I could say, i do have the "quirks". I dont catch jokes, people dont get my jokes, but if they think a while, the'll get it. I "visualize" sets, of what may happen, that are good, change in personality to be a good person be around, instead of "let me help this kid". I hate that saying!
And rehears speech, and actions, and it has worked.
________________________________________________
But rerember "I'm the rabbit, i'm full of trix", by trail is pretty messy, so dont follow it.
The meaning: i get attacked alot, but i have a suprise for that person! but dont look at my past, its bad memories.
Sense?
Good;)
-Rj
poster:rjlockhart04-08
thread:851871
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20080903/msgs/852064.html