Posted by iforgotmypassword on August 2, 2008, at 17:48:55
i complain about this all the time, this must be my 200th post on these feelings, but what on earth can i do? this is absolutely ridiculous. i am straining my face, writhing it, hunched over, stiff yet full of so much awful energy. at rest, even when my nerves don't feel insane, i am either moving my teeth quickly, shuffling them, or clenching and unclenching.
i am not a psychostimulant abuser. i did respond with movement disorder symptoms and akathitic anxiety and rage from ssris, but i am miles away from them. i haven't touched any for a very long time. neuroleptics neither.
this is not going away. i feel the paralysis/explosion extreme of my nerves/movement, is directly connected to my mental and cognitive paralysis. i cannot leave the house without using lorazepam to dislodge now, and now i am tolerant to it.
and this is not new, this is not a function of benzo addiction, psychostimulants THAT I DON'T TAKE, personality disorder or anything else that will get me to leave the emergency room.
what do i do?
is this a type of parkinson's? my life has been ruined for years, is it time to take the cue that i will not get better and progressive degeneration is the course, yet i will never get to see a doctor in canada?
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