Posted by iforgotmypassword on June 16, 2008, at 17:16:01
please explain this mechanism.
i can't do most things. stiffness in thought, fluency, and movement. relating to extrapryamidal symptoms and executive dysfunction, according to my best assumptions, whatever those are worth.
i can pace. but forming actions, putting forth real words. concrete feelings, decisions, progressions. impossible. conversational reliability is blown, so i can't really talk to anyone about this either. if i could explain that i talk akathitically, i would hope someone would know what that meant. but no one would, or more specifically no one would care. no one else has to deal with this. to them i'm just lazy and useless, and on top of that annoying and obnoxious. interesting combo.
liking things. doing much in a day. not having a strange strained unhealthy look to my face. being clean. why am i crippled?
why does lorazepam help (far from perfect, and variable)? why does it dislodge me? i need to know more about the possible mechanism.
this post took a lot, now today, having taken the lamotrigine for days, the effects are real but are as if they don't go beyond strictly acute.
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