Posted by Sky Brite Line on May 11, 2008, at 0:16:51
In reply to I'd like to point something out here..., posted by Racer on May 10, 2008, at 21:49:16
I'm reading some of the posts, excuse me, all the posts.
Its really a bad time in life when you have stinging anxiety going through your nerves every single second. Never knowing what happening next.... some good, or some thing horrible. Which, devestation is prompt feeling in my life, and im burden with the after math of it.
I was put on alprazolam for panic attacks, then they stopped, now there back. I only use it when nessesary, and i also take a benzodiapine for sleep (not alprazolam). My psychiatrist says thats like drinking scotch and "Gin" together, i can't presibe that to you. Its against his practicing standards.
Well, knowing that in a few weeks i will be off benzo's, which that is not something to look forward to. I'll have to go through life with anxiety, he said depakote....well if it works...I'll do it. But this doctor is not benzodiapine-friendly at all, almost hates hearing any type of treatment using benzodiapines.
I admit, benzo's have worked for years for me, but maybe its time no more. The fear will not leave, i can't take it. I live in a world of fear. Even talking about this, puts the the dread that this doctor is not going to treat me for anxiety well.
I told him, i've been on following:
Seroquel
Trazadone
ZoloftInside i really unstable, i act like i can cope with reality fine, but its not true. I go through the days smiling. Every night, i take something to sleep (strong benzodiapine), and pray to god for his immidate help from fear.
"i dont want to feel blue" is my motto.
But, i need to read some more posts. I just hate my life inside
Sky Line
poster:Sky Brite Line
thread:828330
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