Posted by tepi on March 5, 2008, at 23:23:25
In reply to Re: Lonely life...ya..VERY lonely, posted by Squiggles on March 2, 2008, at 19:16:21
Doctors alway ask me about my childhood and I
say everything was ok
I just remember to be in all the fights
my parent had in the past. I now some of them
was because my mom was already sick and she
was telling many stupid things to my dad. Anyway
I was there in all the figths because I slept
with them . Sometimes I had to jump between them
because my dad grab the hands of my mom very strong and I just couldn resist this and I just get in the middle of this , telling my dad to stay away from her . He never hit her but was very close , and I was there , that was sh*t I remember and there is nothing I like to rememberNow , next is a rule
No matter wich one of my family member talkd to me I just dont feel that I need to response them.
I had the feeling of , shut up , Im not in the mood of talking to you.
Mom talk to me by phone 1 hr ago , and I did not said anything different from yes or no.
Its like something stronger than me. I prefer to stay quiet and force him tu hung up the phone
Same happen with my sister , my brother , my dadany relation about my childhood?
poster:tepi
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