Posted by AMY II on February 28, 2008, at 14:23:04
In reply to Re: FIGURE ME OUT AND YOU ARE SMARTER THAN ANY DOCS » AMY II, posted by polarbear206 on February 28, 2008, at 9:46:45
My previous postings have EVERYTHING on it. It's as detailed as I have ever been with anybody about anything. I was 24 when it started. Sleep fine. I don't stay up for days or anything like that. I had blood work in the way of ruling out diabetes and such.
Family history of anxiety and depression. Nothing else. I have asked and asked and checked and rechecked.
My grandmother had epilepsy but my mother said it was because she was hit in the head with something when she was a child and it gave her epilepsy.
Look at my posting of Weird dialated eyes weird feelings in my head posted in 1999.
This all happened after an x trip, powder form, after half an hour I past out I was so high that I felt like my head was coming off my body. Maybe I wasn't high at all. Maybe I had a seizure. I don't know.
Emergency room visit after visit said anxiety. Doc after doc said anxiety. Couldn't stand the psychologists because they wanted me to breathe through this. That is like asking someone to breathe through a heart attack..."Don't worry it will get better". Uh Uh.
I don't know how else to be more detailed. Over the last nine years and all of my posts, there are lengthy writings on my symptoms and episodes.
Anti anxiety meds only seem to work 80% of the time. Even zanax when I have an acute "episode" works only sometimes.
Latest post "Psychosis OCD Anxiety Help Me" Gives description of latest episode.
Have I missed anything?
Oh, I was a bad tempered teenager, didn't do drugs (that started in 1999 and lasted for a year) and I had fear of the dark, and fear of dolls. I would stare at them in my room and couldn't close my eyes because I would be afraid they would get posessed and like climb under my bed and then attack me when I slept.
I attributed that to too many Chucky and Poltergeist movies...
I have irregular periods my whole life, too much testosterone (I get facial area around my upper lip and chin) I have resulted to just shaving it. It's not severe, but noticable.
So hormonely I am all messed up.
In my old posts you will see I use to be a model, I was an exotic dancer, etc. I was HOT! LOL. But now, I have gained 80 pounds since this started and after starting meds.
I have been without effexor since September of last year and have dropped 25 pounds without doing anything different. Just no meds. So I KNOW that is why I am overweight. It sucks.
Can poisons like drugs that you have done stay in your fat cells so as I start to lose weight my symptoms get worse??? Sounds weird but I will grasp at any reasonable conclusion...
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