Posted by your#1fan on February 20, 2008, at 0:04:05
In reply to Re: Suicide and Antidepressants, posted by bleauberry on February 18, 2008, at 15:43:48
I never had any bad suicidal tendencies in my life.....and i wish other people didnt have to deal with it either.
But i do have to deal with life....like when i wake up, im so distress and depressed because i came out of my "safe" zone, for the 5 min im awake, i act very afraid, like reality hard on me.
________________________________________________Just the fact i have to get up and deal with life just makes me even more depressed when im waking up............oh god im telling that one of my bad ones.
Prozac just increases my nuerons to get moving, i have to get going in the morning. I just wish you didnt have to get out there and "know how to compete, and win!" having to put on a mask, and really inside im really im kid left in the rain. Without my mask(s) i could not function. I never tell anyone this because its just out there....
Every morning just think of "power" thoughts that you can do with your life.
Suicide, i've met many people in school, that today are, one is a very well looking woman, but in high school we talked about antidepressants, xanax, and life, and depression. Today she works for ESPN i believe because she overcame it.
You just choose not to be, depressed and suicdal, but sometimes you get "intruding" thoughts that just plague you like some spirit. I just say "no", your not going to be a part of my life. I dont care how many times i lose my keys, fall in life, humiliation, its a choice, but at the same time its a "intruding" thought.
Just my murmurs
your#1fan
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