Posted by your#1fan on February 2, 2008, at 1:39:20
Hi pbabble, or any poster
Im really struggling, this post is just kinda random off my mind. But im just having a hard time in life, i have MANY phobias of things happening. Like PARANOID. I've already asked the doctor? am i really crazy? just in case he went ahead and put me on Zyprexa (for mood stabiliztion and repressing some thoughts) 7.5mg. Ha! but still with out all the psychiatric medication to block out these intruding thoughts, i need to mind map, i have too many maps in my head of life!
Anyways, Xanax is now more of medication when i get upset, it calms down crying spells, and panic when its happening., it does not stop manic, or paranoid feelings. It just brings relief to the nerve, not what the mind is thinking.
Prozac is the most HELPFUL medication "nuerogeneis" is what i call it, i would see life so dull and gloomy off it, because it helps with feeling new feelings because i think, it has grown new nuerons in my head! sometime i think a little too much!
But you know, there are somethings that are going on at home. My parents are to the point where they kinda want me to leave and im getting money, but then I'Ve got to take care of insurance. Health, thats the important! seeing a psychiatrist.
I've been so busy, i dont know what to do!
Im somewhere in the DMV-IV listed as "fan syndrome" ROFL! "a series of bad events will happen" im serious! lose keys, lose my relationships, lose my mind!
Anyways im going to stick around here, because my parents are disowning me now, so WOW i have new people to talk to! at least ill have a board to post on if im somewhere else! and get advice!! from you guys!
You guys are so special...to me. Thanks for all the advice that was given.
But i did have a question about prozac, i feel a warm feeling when i take it. Not like a narcotic, like im back to life and warm with relationships. Without it im dead in the water...
anyways i think i need to hit the bed. Keep me in your thoughts please.
fan
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