Posted by AdamCanada on January 29, 2008, at 0:22:34
In reply to Not surprised..., posted by stargazer2 on January 22, 2008, at 22:44:08
Not to mention my intelligence. I used to be a genius. I would hold the mosy stimulating intellectual discussions and be capable of brilliant well thought out debate...
and now I can barely hold conversations together.
every single day when I wake up... I DO NOT REMEMBER MOST of what on earth happened the day before.
I wake up anew..... Who did I talk to yesterday? What did I do? What did I have planned?
I HAVE TO write EVERY FREAKING THING DOWN and I have da-- notes all over the place.
Those doctors and their disgusting lives. Not only do I have severe treatment resistant depression and anxiety but since that ECT when I was 19... (now 24) I have so much memory loss every day and feel like a darn idiot on far too many occassions.
I used to be so intellectual and now at times I feel like I am half dead.
If I could sue those disgusting doctors who push this garbage upon their patients I would but here I am barely scraping by. After all the expenses of living and medications that aren't covered by my basic health government card... and unable to work for various reasons...
I am just sick of it. if it wasn't for some dexedrine that I took shortly before hand I dont even think I would be writting this!
After 20+ meds I sometimes feel there may be no hope but Trivistal is coming in the mail soon enough and i'll see if it helps.
ECT is poison. Shocking your brain is not normal! Don't ever let any doctor talk you into this garbage. Only now we are finding out the real truth behind this disgusting so called ''medical'' practice.
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