Posted by trx resistant on January 26, 2008, at 2:08:23
In reply to Re: Nardil anorgasmia, Has anyone had success? » trx resistant, posted by Nardilstarted2007 on January 24, 2008, at 7:20:24
Of course I read. Thanks for being so candid. That's why we're all here,to learn the nitty gritty of these drugs.
As to social board, I checked and I think Dr. Bob removed it with new board clean up. Maybe he'll add something later.
My present fear is that I feel so amazing, too good, but I know this is how I really was before MDD/now called atypical D (I graduated!) after 9 years. Lately I have been getting short (couple of minutes) several times a day, rapid heart beat. No cardiac problems. BP great, weight best is years (EMSAM either causes weight loss for me or I'm so happy I don't emotionally eat).
I will tell dr. next week.
But this "too good" feeling is very scary, like waiting for the other shoe to drop. I had some very bad professional news this morning, directly relating to what caused my MDD 9 years ago and I had difficulty breathing for a few seconds. Then got a grip and called some people to let them know. Found I could see a positive to a HUGE negative. Is this the drug? Or is it me being better than normal on EMSAM.
I had horrific week . . .dog poisoned by crazy tenant, can't stay at apt. for fear, place I'm crashing lost furnace and carbon monoxide in unit, so no heat maybe until Monday. And I'm not laughing, but just taking in stride. Shouldn't I be jumping off a bridge? Instead I'm hugging my dog because I'm so happy he should be OK. I'm so grateful every minute for feeling so good. This is so weird I get scared I will have to stop drug because I will develop some side effect or things are going better (I guess???) and maybe I'm going die in a week (maybe fate?) and it's just going to be good for a little bit.
so now who's long winded?
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