Posted by Phoenix1 on December 26, 2007, at 22:51:59
In reply to and another 600 mg (nm), posted by Maxime on December 26, 2007, at 21:14:41
Maxime,
A number of people have expressed their concern over what you are doing to yourself. It would be a huge loss to PB if you were no longer here. You have helped me a lot (when I posted under another name). At this point there isn't anything any of us can do to stop you, but think about your mother, your friends (on PB, etc.), and think of the pain that your actions would cause. I guarantee you that your mother would rather have you unwell, then have to make your funeral arrangements. That's not somethng any parent should have to do.
I know you don't like the hospital, but even YOU admitted that the last stay was somewhat helpful. You were proud of coming off of clonazepam. It's not a failure to go back to the hospital. Accept whatever help is available, and don't let them treat you any differently because of the "maybe BPD" thing. Suicidal depression is a medical emergency, all personality disorders aside. Please, please go to the hospital.
Worried sleepless,
Phoenix1
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