Posted by cloudydaze on November 23, 2007, at 13:52:21
In reply to oops - forgot to mention..., posted by cloudydaze on September 21, 2007, at 14:40:30
Ok so I am still in about the same place i was, except in a depressive state rather than manic. I've noticed the panic attacks arent as frequent when I'm not manic.
I am still on the same medication, only the doc tried to raise my Abilify, and it was too sedating, so i went back to my old dosage of 5 mg.
I am still unemployed and finding it hard even to function at home, with everyday stuff. I have applied for SSI, and hopefully i will get it. My school loans are due for repayment(unless i get the deferment I applied for).
So things are kinda crappy right now, in other words. Also, since the medicaid program has changed, i got screwed on my health insurance for awhile, and havent been able to see some of my doctors, including my general heath doc. So I am feeling awful because I no longer have any provigil - it was really helping me stay awake and alert, despite the sleep deprivation (from insomnia and apnea).
So I hope things will start looking up for me. I'm still alive i guess, and that counts for something.
poster:cloudydaze
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