Posted by your#1fan on November 4, 2007, at 0:18:29
I dont want to explain what just happened here tonght.
It was so fast, i went so manic, in less than a millio of second, and stayed that way for 6 min, i dont rerember 1 thing that happened. Exept what started.
Erratic, i dont believe i have i have the traditional Bipolar disorder as many people. Mine is very much more sparatic, less predicable. More less understandable, i dont know what is wrong with me. I really do not know what is going on.
The medications, listen i have said before that im fine with the medications im on. I think, what happens is it will happen in millionth of second and lasts very short. Its not a panic attack. Its what i call "Manic Attacks". They are very mentally exhasting.
Im very diffrent from other people in disorders, exept depression, i cant really relate my symtoms to others. I have to tell my doctor what im going through.These symptoms are really starting to manifest, and to tell you its going to have go under control, i cant live my life like this.
Feeling a bit funny....
Then thinking repetive about something over and over.
Feel almost almost out of control. With thoughts.What i cant tell you would make you think im really out there. Its confidencial. But i need, the prozac has nothing to do with this, i know for a fact. I think its more of a mood stabilzer thats not doing its job. But its not over a period of time, its in millio seconds. And taking a xanax, first of all it doesnt hit in time, ITS ALREDY OVER WITH! but then the awful feeling after it.
Ohh goodness....im overwhelming myself.
I do think 2nd opionion or some scans may help.
thanks
wink ;)
your#1fan
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