Posted by rjlockhart on August 2, 2007, at 22:21:26
Im too still to type, im so still everything, if something moves im going to flip.
I'm very psyhed that im getting tolerant to xanax, this feeling of dread and fear for no reason plagues me.
I take 2mg of Xanax and i pray to god right now that i will not be tolerant to it.
I hate these but i was just sitting on the computer researching Strattera and someother stuff and............graduly I froze, like you that feeling where you know some bad is going to happen, like bad news that you wife has been in a car accident. Thats what im feeling, and my thought patterns are flucating because i dont know how to handle what im going to do. There is so much sh*t i have planned, i dont go out with my friends anymore, im getting isolated again. Im worried about many things, and they all have hit me at once. My eyes are so big and almost red because of fear.
Im breathing hard, not sufficating, but rapid breaths, adrenaline has filled me.
I need to talk to my doctor, or something its not an emerency, im just feeling that feeling.
I rarely have panic attacks but when they come, well i take xanax often just for anxiety but now im concerned it wont help a panic attack.
Please if you post can you bring some references before when i used to have these, because i had posted similar posts like this in the past around 2005.
Im going to take a shower.
R
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