Posted by nickguy on July 24, 2007, at 21:14:24
In reply to Re: Depression and a feeling of awkwardness., posted by rjlockhart on July 24, 2007, at 20:48:44
> Urm, sorry for that post that totally didnt realte to what you where saying.
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> When i first stated having dissociation i experienced derealization, which when i look around everything seemed like a dream.
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> I have many posts in the past that i could pull up about this. I rerember going through this, i was put on klonopin then Ativan, this was all caused by fear, worry, and panic attacks.
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> I hated 2004. That period of time i was going through so much stress, god. I hated it.
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> I rerember well it was actually in 2005 because i thought i was going litterly insane. Things would not come up right, i saw reality throuhg a distored view, omg i hated it.
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> I dont know if you where around, or if you rerember those big posts back then i posted many times.
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> http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20051203/msgs/585919.html
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> http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20051203/msgs/585919.html (read this)
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> http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20051126/msgs/583428.html
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> http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/faith/20050811/msgs/552057.html
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> http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20051120/msgs/581462.html
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> It will eventually leave, if you really get to other points in life.
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> Today im fine, i dont have those epiodoes ever again, but i rermeber the 2-3 years ago i rerember i thought it was never going to stop.
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> I actually went to a mental institution the St. Joseph (i dont rermember the exactly hostpial)
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> When i got there there where people looking at things that where not there, looking at me smiling weevily. I was dianosed there hypomanic.
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> Listen i rermeber that major period of time i went through, its almost forgotten now because i hated that period of my life.
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> It will go away, be mentally strong. And get a therpist, and get on a psychostimulant.
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> For me i did this on my own with out any stimualnmts to bring me back to reality. I was on Klonopin at the time, well i think Ativan. It was around late 2004- 2005.
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> Seriously take me seriously. I went through this.
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> RjRj, I've experienced depersonalization and derealization but not in the same intensity as you have. I think it's also very closely related to depression.
But anyway, I'm curious as to why you say, "get on a psychostimulant." ((btw, I just started concerta)
poster:nickguy
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