Posted by steel on July 19, 2007, at 15:21:50
Well my new doc,who is so far just great,entrusted in me enough to add keppra for me,with little knowledge of it in psych,he used the lowest dose,and i thought that was fine.
Day one add it to my combo,nothing special,actual a good night since i was out of klono 3 days and counting till then.
Day 2,rise take combo,semi normal feeling,i look for anything different,then i snap,i take one other thing that causes anger outbursts and i need to stop,however it is never this severe,i swear to you from 8am to 10pm i had the face of a pit bull,starting fights with anyone in my site,my father out of left field off that day wonderfuly builds a wall of understanding,very unusual,and they day goes by with the whole family in hell,some bruises on me in the aftermath,which i deserve you cant blame urself.
Anyway i think my fathers constent understanding that day was i showed him how keppra seems to have a unsualy STRONGER SIDE EFFECT PANEL in regards to possable mania,agitation,irrability,depession,anxiety,halciunations,etc.
More so than common mood stablizers such as nuerontion or lamictal.
Anyway again i cant pin it soly to keppra,however i have never gone that long in a state of pure anger,and had a lot of making up to do the next day,so keppra lies in sitting.
My theory is im simply tolerant to parnate,however raising the dose also changes its effect,so i can simply raise parnate to my desire as the effect i got from the lower end doesent exsist at the higher end spectrum,this is common for drugs to change effect in higher doses.
So my idea is still as i wanted to first of all,stay on my combo that is working to a degree,and use liquid deprenyl a bit later on to spike up the anti depressant effect,possably even make it better,but as important keep it strong.So my future combo i hope to be
40 mg parnate
.25-.5 klonopin
500 mg neurontion
200 mg caffiene
...............This gives me a stable effect,not a strong high euporia,or anything else,just kinda feels like a single pill actualy,but i plan to then add a drop or to of liquid derenyl to this approx a hour or so past.
Wanted to create to posts here,but hopefully i got my issue across,thanks.
poster:steel
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