Posted by JerryPharmStudent on June 22, 2007, at 19:04:57
In reply to Re: See my Pdoc today - PLEA for advice! PLEASE HE » JerryPharmStudent, posted by Zyprexa on June 22, 2007, at 14:41:22
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> > > > Sunny days make me MORE anxious and depressed compared to days that are rainy and/or overcast.
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> > > I can *totally* relate to this.
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> > Do you think there could be some link to depression? Light sensitivity? etc? My therapist is VERY interested in this.
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> Jerry,
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> Some people respond better to negative things as if positive, because they are used to being treater negatively. So being treated in a negative way gives them the drive they are looking for and respond beter to this than positive things. Make sense?
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> ZyprexaHmm not quite sure. Are you saying that some people just respond positively to negative events? I mean - I wouldn't repond in a good way if there was a death in my family. But maybe I am not understanding you.
Paart of why I feel less anxiety during tthe night is because businesses are closed - no one can sue me for not paying my bills, my landlord can't come knocking at my door to see how messy my apartment is, etc. But during the day - it's horrible - people are working, debtors calling, etc., plus I feel guilty for not being well enough to be out in the "real world" working etc.
But there is a physical reaction - I HATE being out in the sun. I've always been a nightowl. Sunny days remind me of having to work or do chores - spend my time doing things for OTHER people. Nighttime means watching fun movies, seeing friends, etc.
COuld it be as simple as that? One doc suggested light therapy but I think I might get worse with it?
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