Posted by lymom3 on June 2, 2007, at 22:04:03
In reply to Re: Nardil, new side effect; swollen ankles/Lymom3, posted by stargazer2 on June 2, 2007, at 21:18:29
After the Emsam they tried me on just mood stabilizers then some anti psychotics some anti seizure medications. Then the bottom fell out. I found out that my middle son is a drug addict. He went to rehab and I went nuts. I've never been suicidal ever before. I had been on Lexapro before and it had worked for me twice before. I have tried Paxil, Zoloft, Effexor XR, Wellbutrin, Cymbalta, Remeron, Tofranil, Pamelor and Serzone.
Those are the ones that fall into the anti depressant category. Won't even continue the list of the others. So it is so hard for me to think about mixing stuff up again. I just need so badly to feel peppy, perky, alive...whatever you want to call it. I would really like to care that my house is a mess or that I need to color my hair. Maybe that sounds silly. I go to work, get my work done, feed my kids, do my laundry...all the stuff that "should" get done.
It would be nice to want to go to dinner or a movie with my husband; take my kids to the zoo, plan a vacation and look forward to it. The stuff that normal people take for granted. I haven't given up trying to find the magic combination but it has eluded me for dozens of years so far...
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