Posted by medievil on May 11, 2007, at 9:59:37
saw an old post about this and now i think about...
there is something what ppl makes talk to you despite your anxiety
for example somethimes when i feel very anxious ppl are more interested in me, but other times ppl ignore me, i see no corrolation with my anxiety level
this is the old post i referred too
"Through my many many treatments of taking supplements etc I am feeling so much better, and my health is a lot better. I am much more calm, and much less anxiety and depression and specific phobias like social anxiety have faded somewhat, and I can handle them better. My problem now is very apparent to me, and really has been affecting my mental state. I feel better but apparently I don't look better! What I mean is I must be giving out an external sense of anxiety or something which is not true to how I feel inside. I have noticed that people avoid me in social situations, they don't want to look at me, they downgrade me and ignore me, some people have actually commented that I look angry and lots of people suggest that I need to relax all the time but I'm like "i am relaxed".I don't believe this is simply just me being paranoid or that I am still really anxious and its showing on the way i look. Its real! The way I justify this is that throughout the years there's been times when I've been real anxious or depressed or whatever, and people still want to be around me or talk to me, and enthusiastic about me. Must be something to do with my nervious system tensing muscles in my face or something so that I look scared or anxious, something to do with my eyes?
I seem to remember that certain supplements have relieved this in the past. When I took picamilon people always wanted to be around me and talk to me, but I still felt high levels of anxiety while taking it, so mayb I should try this again. Maybe i need something to relax my nervous system? I'm pretty sure when I took gotu kola people wanted to be around me too."
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thread:757755
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