Posted by KayeBaby on April 29, 2007, at 14:35:35
I don't know that this has anything to do with the EMSAM but I am just having waves of guilt/shame type feelings. Not attached to anything in particular although if I have any little thing I feel guilty about it seems amplified.
I remeber having this feeling before when I was a little girl not quite 5 years old. I remeber laying on my back looking at the blue sky and feeeling this strange feeling that I could not identify. It just felt....icky and I wanted to get away from it. I went and hugged my mom and thats all I remember.
This feels different from just appropriate guilt or shame it feels all-encompassing, external, punishing and sinister.
I just want to cry. I feel unworthy.
This is very unusual for me and I am not sure what to make of it.
Any insight would be so helpful.
poster:KayeBaby
thread:754442
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