Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong

Posted by rjlockhart on April 27, 2007, at 10:02:44

In reply to Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong » rjlockhart, posted by Paulbwell on April 27, 2007, at 9:33:26

Ok im back. I went for a drive, went to the store, bought somethings to try to get this off my mind. If i dwell on it, it will just sink more.
Its now exactly 1 hour since i posted this, im better, when i woke up i didnt know if i was in reality or not. Thats why i made this post an emerency, i didnt know if what i was typing was a dream.
Listen, i dont want to be label as some person with "mental issues", forgive me paul, that just, well does sound reasonable because this post sounds like someone who lost it. Im still here, im stablizing, i woke up in complete instablity, my head was spinning, vertigo, de-ja-vu, having thoughts that where not mine! i thought i was posssesed. I had a dream about, well if your a religious person you would understand, i thought something took over my body. Thats why i still am still paniced. Im not taking Xanax until later today and see what will happen.
I got out, just got in my car and just drove, turned on music, try to get myself back to where i was, like rerembering music. Went to the store, bought some things to eat, which now i regret because i bought these stupid Zebra Cakes, i ate one and now i wished i didnt buy it. I bought some Slim Fast. Drank one, so it will crave off hunger.
Im should of ask a pharmacist what is going on? at the store where the pharmacy is. I couldnt explain it, i just tried to forget about this.
Ok I am sane, compared to this 1 hour ago i thought i wasnt even myself i thought i was having thoughs, well i was having thought that where not mine!
I still feel wierd, maybe if i just turm on something that will distract this it will go away.
I have dealed with this in the past, if you want to babblemail me, ill tell you what really went on a couple years ago, its too intese to put on psychobabble.
Matt

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Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong rjlockhart 4/27/07
please contact your doctor ASAP (nm) » rjlockhart one woman cine 4/27/07
Re: please contact your doctor ASAP Intrepid 4/27/07
Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong » rjlockhart Paulbwell 4/27/07
Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong rjlockhart 4/27/07
Re: can i talk to a pharmacist about this? (nm) rjlockhart 4/27/07
Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong Paulbwell 4/27/07
Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong Phillipa 4/27/07
Matt, ('something is very wrong') - *triggers* one woman cine 4/27/07
Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong rjlockhart 4/27/07
Re: can i talk to a pharmacist about this? » rjlockhart Intrepid 4/27/07
Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong Paulbwell 4/27/07
Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong » rjlockhart polarbear206 4/27/07
Re: can i talk to a pharmacist about this? rjlockhart 4/27/07
Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong » Paulbwell polarbear206 4/27/07
No, you don't know what I think - » rjlockhart one woman cine 4/27/07
Re: polerbear rjlockhart 4/27/07
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