Posted by rjlockhart on April 24, 2007, at 22:40:05
Im coming off, i dont want to say that it is happening.
I put up defense mechanisms in high school that i was some one else, like diffrent persona's that i see from diffrent people. I all mix it into one. It worked for years. Now im losing it, im becoming insecure, im starting to get that feeling that im walking, maybe i should just stop thinking about it.
This is really bothering me.
I cant really express myself because of this danm Prozac! its blunting me.
Who am i?
This is what i asked years ago here, and then i thought i found myself, then now im feel im losing my idenity.
Oh god, i've got to think of something to cover it up.
Im a good guy. Im Matt, not anyone else.
Why is this just happening im 20 years old and going through an idenity crisis.
Who am i? as i ask here in 2003-or 04?
Please dont tell me i have to start again.
Rj
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thread:753168
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