Posted by jenny80 on April 23, 2007, at 17:03:09
Just wondered how many of you have managed to stay in employment. I have been depressed for 10 years now, I'm 26 now and in a fulltime very stressful job. This is all getting too much however. Ive recently started nardil and am finding it so hard to keep going when I can hardly stand for falling asleep not to mention slurring my speech in front of colleagues.
Do any of you find that you just hate being at work? For some reason i loathe it. I can't stand the thought of being there and it such an effort to put on a front and act like I'm interested in my work when really i couldn't give a damn. Considering taking sick leave but then the thought of sitting at home feeling miserable does not appeal to me much either.
Not sure what to do really. How have you all coped with depression and employment. If nardil does not work I suppose i am going to have to face the prospect of feeling like this forever. I don't think i can play the dutiful hard worker much longer.
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