Posted by rjlockhart on March 7, 2007, at 21:38:35
In reply to Re: Managing off Dexedrine, posted by Declan on March 7, 2007, at 17:37:32
dbc, i have already tried DLPA, it makes me irrtible. And second, i have already posted WHY i have been taken off this, my mother. Not the doctor. So dont come to your conclusions that there is a problem. I have been on stimulants for 10 years, i can manage. I'm tired of reading your danm negitive commments.
ok, to everone else Home is, i dont know how to move out, im still here, its like my confort zone then at the same time, my mom will go balistic, i dont know its the fear of the unknown, i have been told to move in with many people but still, i dont know, im freaked out about whats going to happen, i can leave, well my mother is always at home, im really appriehsive about moving out. It will be very hard to re-coop, right now im in my living room, my mom is watching a movie, and she doesnt, and if she catches me here, she will ground me from the computer, as in lock it up in the closet. (I have a sony vio lap.)
Right now its a time period where things seem smooth, but there not with me, im forgeting where, i cant describe what cognitive loss i've had. That i used to have.
The reason, i have lost, i almost, you guys you dont understand how bad, or deteriated i've gotten, i wake up, you know and just, i dont find anything that is arousing at all,
And its getting to me how really controlling and manipulating my mom is.
I leave this out with an Open response.
poster:rjlockhart
thread:738993
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