Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 8, 2007, at 21:57:27
In reply to Vlad? » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by Declan on February 8, 2007, at 19:18:32
> 'Vlad Dracula. I get to go to Turkey, and communist Hungary and Southern Pyrennees.'
I didn't make it to the book last night. I cried myself to sleep. In anticipation of my therapy (today) that explored topics related to the Inquisition. The inquisition of how llurpsie's parents weren't all that they cracked themselves up to be. Episodes of torture that I still cannot bring my voice to speak. I wrote them though, and gave them to T. She said that we can talk about even the scariest stuff gently and with caring.
And when I remember those words, tears come to my eyes, because they come from someone I pay, and not from my parents. The caring is more real from her than from my own mother.
> Sounds interesting. The southern Pyrenees is good for histories of witchcraft and the Inquisition.
>
> I've always wanted to go to Hungary and Latvia...very good bone structure...and to Sigishora, of course.I think I have good bone structure, but it's unfortunately well-insulated at this point. my only regret is that my brow is a bit heavy and my fingers are somewhat stumpy. I wish I had my mom's cheekbones. they are high, but not pointy.
just so that this doesn't get moved elsewhere, I continue the ongoing saga of my withdrawal pangs from cymbalta/seroquel.
upped my dose of clonopin to 1g daily. that makes me feel lethargic, not too upbeat.
have had a very bad headache all day long, but at least it's not throbbing. I've been taking naproxen as needed. Do they sell Naproxen over the counter in Declan land?
It's the best for my particular lurpsie brand of headaches
chamomile tea and no dark chocolate after 4pm.
I've been off caffeine now for 5 days. I feel so... unlurpsielike. like a lump of blub that I just drag around barely tethered to my former self. Why oh why?
-Ll
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