Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 28, 2007, at 21:32:07
Folks, I would just like to say that I have enjoyed my reign as the Her Royal Ungeniusness, the Princess of Polypsychopharmacy.
This fortnight establishes the end of a very impressive career as the ruler of my neurotransmission. Soon I will return to less chemically altered states of mind; yet, I will never forget you, my loyal subjects-- Norepinephrine, gaba, dopamine, Acetylcholine, histamine, serotonin, epinephrine, and all of the other molecules that have made my reign so memorable and meaningful.
Without you, I would be nothing.
As a final hurrah, I am pulling out all the stops (an organ idiom) and have reached my therapeutic dose of geodon, even before going off of the drugs it is meant to replace, namely seroquel and cymbalta.
And a summary of my accomplishments as your PoPpp
-remission of my depression
-a new Dx of complex PTSD
-emotions those things that CAN be named
-productivity increased 200% from 30 minutes to 2 hours of work daily
-I'm STILL married, and there are even days when I'm not the crazy one
-confronted the abusers, even under heavy resistance from the maternal party
-trust in others not to harm me if I reveal my human frailtiesAnd a summary of the balance of my chemical intake.
This week
160mg geodon
200mg seroquel
120mg cymbalta
.25mg klonopin
200mg provigiland I challenge the next PoPpp to use their chemical tools to empower their neocortices to do great in this life and the next lives.
Starting next week- I go into retirement. Slowly my seroquel and cymbalta will be removed from my system, much as a scepter and crown gently erased from the portrait of an unfavored monarch.
What the next few weeks have in store for me, goodness knows. Perhaps I will even get to post on the /withdrawals/ board. That will be a novelty.
The best to you all,
In YOUR honor,
HRU, PoPpp Llurpsie_Noodle the fourth
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