Posted by Karen44 on January 18, 2007, at 19:27:28
In reply to RE: I am not going to post on ECT anymore, posted by linkadge on January 18, 2007, at 19:09:02
Please; it's okay if people express their views. I just don't like being attacked which was happening on the thread I started about Is ECT all that is left. I and another person were attacked by a couple of people. When I responded to one of the attacks, then Clearskies went after me too. This is becoming so upsetting to just come to this board anymore. I may not always make sense and be rational and it is because I am so depressed. I don't feel offended or attacked by anything said by anyone on this thread.
I just got an email from my pdoc who I see tomorrow. I had emailed him to tell him I had gotten an appt. to talk to a second ECT doc who he knows. He said the guy is flexible but that I should also listen to his rationale if he doesn't agree with what I propose. Sounded to me like he already knows he won't, and maybe I am jumping the gun. I shot him back an email saying what he said really pissed me off and if he knows something then tell me so I don't waste my time talking to the guy as there are some parameters I won't budge on. I will just stay depressed and muddle through some how--maybe just retire early or maybe decide on some other course.
I am feeling extremely vulnerable and sensitive right now and hope the two from the other thread don't come to this thread and start attacking me here too. What they said to me and someone else was extremely hurtful. It is not because of anyone on this thread that I think I should not come back to even look at Babble, but I don't think I can handle another attack by the two people on the other thread. It's okay Scott what linkadge said. He didn't attack me.
Karen44
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