Posted by Bob on December 27, 2006, at 16:15:17
In reply to Re: Hey Blueberry1 AGAIN » Bob, posted by blueberry1 on December 27, 2006, at 15:20:00
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> > One bright spot is that you seem to be able to work. I had to go on disablity over two years ago, and have never been close to employable since. I hate not having a job any longer.
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> Work is so very very hard. I have to put on a real fake job, it's hard to look someone in the eye, and I just feel like I walk around in a fog with an elephant on my back and a tank in my head. Really hard. The bright spot is that it is an escape and I get lots of exercise and it keeps me around people. All healthy things. If I were on my own at home I would probably be dead by now.
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>Again, I know exactly what you mean on all accounts. It got so bad in my case, that the last few years of my job were quite a mess, and led to situations where I was running elaborate deception schemes so I wouldn't get fired. It was humiliating and extrememly difficult.
Being at home is very, very, very difficult.
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