Posted by becksA on December 19, 2006, at 15:21:30
In reply to Re: if im not clinically depressed what am i?, posted by Meri-Tuuli on December 19, 2006, at 15:09:52
it has definitely gotten a lot worse since i started coming off the klonopin but there are a lot of things in my life that has made it pretty hard to deal with...i think the klonopin just was helping to cover all that up, so now its really all hitting me. i got a dui and havent had driven in over a year. i had to quit my job because of this anxiety/depression, and now my parents say they'll support me in finishing school but only if i go back to that job for 3 months fulltime. i simply cannot do that. no ifs ands or buts. not going to happen. so that makes it even worse. if i cant work, will i ever finish school? (I'm a senior - so close!). I've been so slow in schooling because I've failed out the first couple times due to just being stupid, then time off during the probation from the dui. so with each passing semester im not in school it gets worse and worse. my sister who is 3 years younger is about to graduate, my brother is 6 years younger and he just enrolled and is doing great. they're both away living in dorms taking full course loads, and im the oldest, living at home doing nothing. with them home during the holidays it makes it that much worse.
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