Posted by LlurpsieBlossom on December 10, 2006, at 13:56:58
In reply to Re: ugh, posted by Phillipa on December 10, 2006, at 11:19:10
I slept, and no, I'm not supposed to drink with my meds (in particular klonopin). occasional sips are okay with the rest of them.
i feel a little better so far today. kind of out of it. I'm going to avoid my parental/sibling figures and and try to keep myself busy.
I might need to call pdoc for refill of the klonopin. this is kind of unprecedented amount of diverse stress from so many directions. I really don't want to get myself into some kind of depersonalized/dissociated crisis, because that's when I usually hurt myself.
so far the seroquel is good for 90% of the depersonalization/dissociation but in acute situations, the klonopin is pretty effective too. It's feels like I just don't CARE enough to worry about something. That can be a relief.
Seriously, my MOM sent me this e-mail well after midnight. unbelievable. I read it really fast, and felt that old feeling of paralysis and panic and wanting to die (despite having taken .5mg klonopin only a few hours earlier.)
I'm not going to read that email again until my T is in the room with me. it's that provoking.
-Ll
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