Posted by Pluto on November 28, 2006, at 3:37:12
Hi
I am in a very stressful situation now. I have left my home and native land for an assignment in a entirely different country. I left my family behind..Stress in the workplace..
I can't function fully because grieving thougts are constantly attacking me. My wife, kids...when I recall them in my mind, I feel terribly depressed. Sometimes I feel like ending up this assignment and go back home and joining them, but this is very crucial for my future.
I pop up Xanax 1mg and if one is not enough, I add up another one too. However Xanax brings relief words can't describe. But I am worried. Am I an addict? Is it too much to take 2 mg of Xanax only to dissipate sorrowful thoughts and concentrate on work? A long two year project is ahead. Will I be get addicted to Xanax to the point of never being able to get off if I go like this?
Can anyone help? Is there any other med to help dispel sombre thoughts? 40 mg of Prozac which I am on now doesn't help. MAOIs are not available here in this place.With Love
Percy LahS
poster:Pluto
thread:708111
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