Posted by Rjlockhart on October 25, 2006, at 20:22:57
In reply to Have you ever been evaluated for OCD? » Rjlockhart, posted by Racer on October 24, 2006, at 22:36:27
Ok, listen, my mother is almost abusing, negleting me, but she continues to be abusive. I have yelled, had many fights with her. She is not going to change, she said if i have a dispute with her again, she might contact other family members, and my stepdad doenst know what to do exept stalk me.
Ok, i am afraid that if i do call my doctor, she will get abusive with me, i am scared to. Here i am posting thinking of what is going happen. But the only person that i can rely on is me, even though i am just holding on.
I do have OCD to point, i walk the floor constanly thinking, i dont know if that is OCD or not. I cant stop pacing. I have to be doing something. Thinking what i am going to do to get out of here.
Listen there is skeptical people on here that dont belive my situation. I swear i had emotional outbursts, collapses, they dont understand what is going on. I have posted and posted over and over. God, some people dont understand. Why?
This is the only place to feel safe, but i have got to do something.
I've got to go, im putting off a paper to write all this. But i have to vent out my emotions, my nuerosis.
Thanks you much.
Matt
poster:Rjlockhart
thread:697462
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