Posted by rjlockhart on October 8, 2006, at 21:14:40
In reply to Re: Studying for sociology on Ativan » rjlockhart, posted by Racer on October 8, 2006, at 20:36:41
yes i was prescrbied 6mg of Lorazepam X 3 daily. I discontinued it.
This is MY prescription. Not anyone elses. It is discontinued but i used it to take some anxiety off when i was studying which i could maybe concentrate.
I am failing off stimulants, my classes are going hard, im making bad grades. Its hell. She wont ever listen to me. What i am going to do if i fail more than one class this semester, she is going to get a reality check of what she did. Working full time hours. Or joining the Miltary. If she is so stupid and rather me get on the verge of risk of life, and actually wants me to go to a recruiter, thats just tough love, and i really at this point have resented her intensly. She wont listen to anyhting I tell her about how im having problems, she just says ITS THE HARD WAY. You know this is why i have jolted off my horizens and realized what she did and is doing to me, she doenst want to on stimulants becasue SHE was addicted to them.
Yes racer, i said before i did abuse dexedrine for a while, but i am going to take responsiblity, talk to therpist, and take it like an adult. I understand why she doesnt want me on it, she thinks it will get me addicted. My therpist told her to lock it up in a safe, she said NO im NEVER going back to danm stimulants. Overreacting.
At this point i dont know what to do, im still considering the miltary...but i saw the guardian with Keven Cousnter, the real national guard.
She wont even take me in to see my doctor, i have to make appointments behind her back if she finds out..... she will go crazy.
Yes this was my prescription. I took 2mg as PRESRIBED.
And it didnt work at all.
Matt
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