Posted by willyee on October 6, 2006, at 7:22:37
Lol i dident think my time was cleared,i just kinda tested.
Anyway this post IS medication related,but i just want to kinda clear a little air if i may.
First yess its obvious i have certain issues with aces way of doing things,i wont bite my tongue or go back on that.
HOWEVER i know the rules,and i post a apology for continuing to break them.
Fact is im far from a newbie,if anyone dared googled the name brklyn23 i have archived tons upon tons of posts varying from medication to nutrients etc.
I always halted from posting here because of the moderation,i see the plus of course,but i also believed its not good to bubble yourself because the real world is not,and when you deal with people you wont have the security you have here,and i did not want to become acustomed to that.
Again not saying it has its advantages,as well as i know them,and if i dont like them i can take a hike.So my apology to breaking them,i also broke my own policy which is sticking to medication,or drugs here and not getting personal.
Also just to note,i guess because i particpated in so many groups where there was no moderation,i dont take someone having a issue with me on things too personal.
I dont know ace,we could meet,and talk for hours,this is the internet and its a spcific thing.Just because i have issue with something does not mean i do not like him,thats absurd i dont know him,and i hope he knows that,now as far as me being liked,im prepared for that,as i said im far from a newbie and have had many "flame wars".
I just hope people do see my overall activity here,which is a helpful one,also im disapointed but understand that the bunch that have emailed me before said nothing to my character.Anyone who has emailed me knows i offer nothing but kindess and friendship.
Ok getting past that,i just wanted to post i obtained parnate from a overseas source,with prescription,and it is very odd,not that its actualy much better,but wow the stimulation,its like theres a calm,but also a anxiety where i feel maniac,actualy i believe im in a maniac state now.
I dont know how to come down,sedatives are just feeding it and making me feel high,if anyone has suggestions on how to slowly come down from a maniac state,id love to hear them.
Again i apolgize for contuniuing to break the rules here,Dr bob maybe i need a good working over im a very hard headed person,get it from moms.
poster:willyee
thread:692332
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