Posted by willyee on June 3, 2006, at 18:03:46
Ok,lets see most times im sick,so i dont eat much,maybe once a day.
I work out computlsivly.
My normal weight was for years and years 170-180,when i was more mentaly stable i was totaly determined to put on weight mass,i took protein and followed all the rules,id gain a pound,then loose it,i simply was not gaining.
Now i fight to keep it off.I gained a LOT of mass,its not muscle cause it came on to quick,its not exactly fat either,its ust weight,and i literaly feel the drugs are doing it.Im very nowledgable about loosing weight,i have helped a lot of friends do so when i considered being a personal fitness trainer.
So if i cant loose it,i know how hard it must be for someone who has kids etc and cant work out like i do.
I never took the weight issue seriously,but now i totaly feel ur frustration,its a weird weight,its like an overall mass.My mother swears im on steroids,she asked me a few times.
FYI i do know the concept of eating more and less portions is the way to loose weight,not eating less meals,since ur body goes to starve mode and stores the one meal like a squarel.However what i do eat is just simply not enough to put the kinda weight on that i have.
I am currently at 235.Thankfully im 6ft which is a totaly blessing.
Its not fat theat u see,its very weird.But its inspiration for me to keep working out no matter how fatigued i am cause i personaly can not life the lifestyle i did into bodybuilding and allow myself to become a big person,so i will continue to work hard.
Heres a pic of me if u havent seen me on my site,what i notice is the weight doesent show in my face,least i dont think so,thank god cause im ugly enough haha,u know everyone has to say that about there picture no one thinks they look good,i just spent ten min asking my mother over and over if it was an ok picure.
Anyway there is just this mass,and its not from weights,but i know the drugs are doing it.
poster:willyee
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