Posted by rjlockhart on May 30, 2006, at 22:33:00
Yes,
I just went to a huge party get together, and well someone, i dont know what to say, but i just left, i couldnt take it it was too much pain that I was not being "intergrated"
I was just sitting there not saying anything, nothing on my mind, and i felt so horrible, so left out, what is wrong with me.
I gotup and just left, i could not take it. It was too much pain, and feeling left out.
I took a Xanax when i got home and just collapsed on the floor. (not from the Xanax) over what happened, why i left.
Its still getting to me.
I just want to just, i dont know i was on Dexedrine which made me talkative, but i dont take it anymore.
Im getting a therpist, anything to change my personality.
Matt
poster:rjlockhart
thread:650730
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