Posted by rjlockhart on May 8, 2006, at 15:17:20
I have been off stimulant medication for a long time.
Well lets see how can i say this.
I feel a feeling of self exhileration, i cant describe, it feels i feel so almost that i "am" me. I am going to get through this time because im strong, but at the same time i feel good about myself, more in a stimulanting way. I dont know if this is associated with BI polers disorders.
When i am in the absolute pits, i feel "proud" that i am going to get throught this.
I have many images i think of myself, as exhilarting, but at the same time its to comphensate with out stimulant medications. I still had this even when i was on stimulant medication.
When im really feel stressed i say "i am" here with me. That seems kinda of strange.
What is your view?
rj
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